bcoz john reads his wife\’s letter , in which she writes about leaving the house nd file fr divorce .. he loves his wfe a lot nd never bear a thought to lost his wife forever .. he believes that hs entire world crashing around him .. he is devasted nd wishes that he were dead..
After reading tje Helens letter of divorce he thought his life without her wife and wish he were dead

He was confused…his wife was going to give him divorse,on the other hand ghost of Helen was blackmailing him
What?? Why JOHN CENA want to die???…..sorry for that pj…..john hallock wanted to die becoz his wife has suspicion on him that he is havin an affair with helen and being cheating her.
John wishes that he were dead because his wife has left him and soon she will give him legal divorce papers. This would mean an end of his life.
Considering his unfaithfullbess to lavinia she went to her grandma\’s home. Gladolia also left his home because she fears oujia boards, hoodoos. He considered the root reason for this the apparition of helen and wanted to be dead.